angels n demons

i have a new phone! hehe, si daddy talaga kapag naguguilty susuhulan ka, haay, hehe
anyways, i watched angels n demons a while ago..nd uhm i saw my girlfriend =) she's so beautiful, and i missed her soo much, and we talked on the phone for hours =) and i really do hope nakatulog na xa, :)

priest: "do u believe in god"
robert langdon: "im an academic, my mind would not allow me to believe in god"
priest: "but does your heart believe in god?"

i pondered n pondered about this a while back, i agree that i don't believe in god, and my mind as well does not allow me to believe in him, but i guess, maybe my heart does.

i never thought of it this way, there is a greater good i know that, but where the fuck is it?

i even believed in one of my own random theories, that if we develop a very forward and sophisticated civilization, then we have realized the greater good, that zion has always been in the palm of our hands, and that god is man's gretest creation, that god is man's best idea, not the other way around.

but if christianity has been right from the start, and my 21st century upbringing is just too stubborn to see it, that i f he were real, i thought to myself, that maybe my heart does believe in him. that he has this force that makes me believe him (well my heart does)

and i remember that's because i am good now, i have found love in this girl, in hush..
and that got me thinking again about what they say that you see god in other people, in good. and yes, maybe he is real, and that my heart is his follower. and that underneath my stubborn debates. he is the first truth we have.

love has led me to accepting , well at least considering it.

one thing is true. i have been touched by an angel.